23th DEC 2006

alright. i got this phone already. it didn't cost me 99 dollars. it cost 368 dollars! damn it. i regretted for not reserving it in the first place and now it cost three and a half time more. i am such a dumbass. arggghs.

24th DEC 2006

its the eve of xmas and it marks the one year anniversary that i worked in topshop. thats fast. and i am doing afternoon shift today. i dragged myself to work. so dead. lucky that my dad was there to send me to work. work was horrbile. people were enjoying their xmas and i was working like a mad cow. arggghs. but here comes the surprise! haha. love it to the core man. =). went to joey's house. see that big bowl of mee up there. it was specially served for me. haa=D ton over at his house and its seems to be chinese new year rather than xmas i guess. haa. gambling . played a few rounds and i just sit there and watch.

25th DEC 2006

merry christmas! after one and a half hours of sleep i went to work and i am so glad that dad was there to send me to work. initially we didn't go and have breakfast together as i was just in time to go work. =P it was glenn's last day of work. i was touched by glenn. we used to be close but due to something we didn't talk for months. the sentence he told me made my tap flow like hell. he said why must we talk and cherish one another when its his last day. he also said lets forget the past and move on. 24th DEC 2005 was the first day i knew him. but now its his last day of work. i will definetely miss him. ='(

after work, rushed down to meet up with girlfriends. we exchanged present at bus stop. tell me who will do that man. haha. and and and i finally puke. i puke at the grass. i wasn't feeling well after my break. got home, showered, open presents and went straight to bed at 11. cos i wanted to rest more, hoping that i will feel better after sleep.

in the end i got fever thru out the night. the bed was so hot man and the feeling was so sucky. struggled thru out the whole night.

26th DEC 2006
texted sham in the morningat 645am saying that i am not going to work. i was looking forward to work today cos it start at 8am and it was the set up for end season sale. it will be fun. end up i can't go. and and and i wun have my friday off cos i am on mc for today and tmrw. darn! mc tmrw. i guess i shall rest at home. 5 more days and its 2007. thats fast.

its the best christmas among the past few years. thanks friends! sorry for belated xmas present =P

i will miss those days we had. lets forget the past and start a new chapter. though its over, at least the memories is there.

THREE TOPs and ONE BOTTOM =) biling/huiying=)
alright. its my off day today.

went down to town around 2 plus to 3.

the weather is giving me so much problem.

it had been raining since last night.

heavy downpour everyday.

got 3 tops and 1 bottom.

spent almost 150 today.

so broke now.

how am i going to get present for xmas!

goosh.

i bought shijia dearie's already but i still have more to buy!

it is better to trust and sometimes be disappointed than to be forever mistrusting and be right occasionally.

TOPSHOP SUNTEC scandal=X

the one with our face was not nice.

so i only can post picture with hands. =D

deedat's and huiying's hand =P

18th DEC 2006!

my mum's and joey's dad birthday.

coincidence. haa=)

the cake was from secret recipe.

mango cake. super nice.

i love cake! =D.

met up with my family after work as we are going to have dinner together.

had chilli crab and some small dishes.

hope my mum like the cake and enjoyed the dinner.=)

i love my mum!

heading down to town for some xmas shopping tmrw!

its raining cats and dogs now.

its a cooling weather to get yourself stuck in the bed. =)

NO PAIN; NO GAIN

OLEY=)).

one year is gone. time flies.

15th DEC. we passed out as one.

hope that there will be some small gathering. =)

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got home around 2am.

had our midnight sales.

sales wasn't that good.

didn't hit our target.

totally drained out now.

have to wake up at 9am later.

morning shift.

but i guess we will finish work at 6pm.

sham is asking which outlet i want to go.

still thinking hard.

might be tendering?

we shall see how it goes.

life is full of lies. trust no one but yourself.

hurt the others or else you will get yourself hurt.

blame the player but not the game?

blame the player for not follwing the rule of the game.

and blame the game for not stating the rule right in the first place.

nights.

she makes my day shine though she is naughty sometimes.=)

i woke up super early today.

it will be the first and the last time i am going to do on my off day.

darn. my eyes are so heavy now.

played mahjong till evening.

watched rob-b-hood.

omg. the baby is super duper cute.

i love babies! =)

anyway, chatting with zuoxiang and edward now.

talking about the past.

zuoxiang cut my hair beofre! haha.

i didn't remember that till he told me.

those were the days.

there will be next outing next week.

i hope i can get people to change my friday shift with me.

lets pray hard that nice colleagues will change with me and the meet up will be on!

tmrw will be a long day.

time for bed.

i can't change the fact; all i can do is just to pray hard that you will be fine.

sweet =) the moment of waiting.
alright. time to get back and blog.

wednesday was a long day.

slept for two hours and i have to go thru the whole night.

superwoman=P.

teckyong came to my shop to get some tops.

i laughed and smiled like a dumbass when i saw him.

the feeling was happy.

though i chat with him online, i don't get to see him.

and and and i got sweet from him.

the sweet on top was given by him!

i guess its kinda like "force" him to give?

hahaha=P. anyway, thanks ty!

my colleagues were asking for sweets the whole night.

i am left with a few now. ='(

as for today, went to NUM after work to exchange flip flop.

in the end i got another pair of flip flop.

i guess people will be screaming at me.

cos i am having four flip flop now.

shall post the photo soon =D

due to lousy respone.

tmrw primary school gathering was cancelled.

ooh man. i was so excited and looking forward to it.

BUT. its cancelled.

i hope there will be one soon but i think i can't make it.

from next week onwards i have one day off only.

the one and only off day i have.

darn.

LONG post! time to say goodnight.

you came and left silently; i guess thats what it was mend to be.

ELVIN NG.

alright. he got into the top ten but didn't get the newcomer.

i screamed like hell. haha.

NAKATA.

he was on stars award yesterday. he is so cute.

he retire at already. which is this year at the age of 29!

cool. he is skilled and a good player. =))

he look cute when he smile. totally melted. =P

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monday blues.

my abang last day.

i made a card for him and some of us got him the top he wanted.

he is happy with it.

enjoyed th working days with him.

such a nice brother to me.

gonna miss those days.

next month the team will be gone already.

gonna cherish those time i guess.

xmas is coming! cool.

my birthday is coming! haha.

shijia dearie's bday is coming too!

i still owe girlfriends present too!

shall give them by next week=X

anyway, i got to know something.

the three ass-es birthdate is follow up one another one?

while the month is two months later one another.

10th JANUARY 11th MARCH and 12th MAY.

coincidence. =)

nothing much.

time to have some rest and i am off tmrw!

nights. =)

fading off.

i don't know what to blog.

i am not feeling right.

whats wrong with me for the past few days.

had been so emo.

behind my smile what do you really see.

i can't take it anymore.

people are asking me to move on.

am trying hard to move on.

it's hard to pick yourself up after a hard fall.

i can't believe that you are gone.

sooner or later more people wil be gone.

i couldn't sleep well for the past few nights.

lots of things were running inside my mind.

memories and pictures are coming in.

you will not live your life to the fullest.

you will always regret some things that you had done.

when i am gone will you guys be sad or notice anything?

picking up myself to carry on.

will try to put on my best smile like the past.

my day was fine. filled with some laughter and joy.

best day of the week i guess.

sorry to sham as i can't work as i had some plan for today alrdy.

myBUTT was so nice that he text me saying his mum bought the phone i wanted.

BUT, its the black one.

so, its alright.

dad just ask what phone am i going to get.

i guess it will be that W850i.

going to ask him to go down and reserve soon.

unless i hear any complain from butt there.

if not i shall get that phone.
nothing much.

have to drag mysef to work tmrw.

some parts from the song; welcome to the black parade

When you're gone we want you all to know

We'll Carry on,

We'll Carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

Carry on

We'll carry on

i have no mood for photo.

i am not the usual self since yesterday.

how i wish everything was just a lie.

everything i saw was unreal.

tell me its a dream.

or tell me its a nightmare and it will be over soon.

i can't take it anymore.

-devastated-

i still have a long way to go.

its an emo day.

yesterday was wani; today is weihao. who will be next?

my abang iskandar tender alrdy.

nxt monday will be his last day.

tell me whats going to happen to our shop next.

tell me more.

i really can't take it anymore.

i cried.

i have so much feelings for my shop.

ONE YEAR!

its neither LONG nor SHORT

the PEOPLE over there made me stay.

i guess TSSC and TMSC will never be the same anymore.

why can't we enjoy the last two months happily together.

-devastated-

behind the smile; my heart is bleeding.

taken by n7o photos; bluetooth to my brother and he load it in.

cute right. haa=)

my day was fine. working everyday.

supper at jalan kayu and home sweet home.

TWO more days to OFF day and PAY day!

hurray!

myBUTT is getting a slide up O2.

it look good to me.

once me and him change to new phone,

three AWESOME will be using slide up phone.

the two COPYCATs. haa=P

TAKE ME AWAY.

THAT's MY GOAL. SHAYNE WARD

reason for posting his photo again is because his album is really nice. i finish listening to his album already and i love his voice. he rocks =) my days were fine. i threw sensor tag into deedat's bag when we were about to go home. the alarm sounded and his face turn priceless and lost. all of us were laughing. i'm sorry. haa=P he is not the FIRST but the THIRD! =)) i am playful. nothing much. time for bed.

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

if your hand is carrying a lots of stuffs, try to put them down one by one because you can never let them go at one goal as everything will drop and break into pieces.

w850i. should i get this phone? i think currently its under promotion for singtel if i did'nt see wrongly. shall go and check it out soon. anyway, for mrBUTT. if you get to see this please give me a text. some "precious" comment from you. haha. =P

anyway, nothing much for today. its just work. no life at all. tmrw i am off. i guess i will just slack at home. gonna to work more next month. thats all for the night. =)

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.
monsters. =D
TY . and . HY =))

theBUTT.theASS

wanted to blog yesterday but i didn't have photos. so its time to blog now! finally i got to meet up with the two monsters. we had so much fun and laughter together. especially dinner at carl jr. laugh my ass off. hahaha. anyway, that spongebob will be ty's xmas present. haha. he was so tempted to buy and i think he shld buy. btw, ass got a top. i love the top that he bought. its was chosen by me. not only that, its very HIM! ty still laugh at me la. when i show me that top. haha=P

some random photos. anyway, some people say only ass will play the slide. in the end he himself also play with me. hahaha.

firstly, spongebob squarepants. teckyong's favorite. he was playing with it all the way! hahaha. he look so kiddy at that moment.

secondly, the two monster. chilling out at starbuck. i insist that they shld take photo. i guess its their first photo? haha. it look nice. =))

thirdly, teckyong and me. while waiting for someone to visit the toilet. ty is tall! =D

lastly, teckyong is the one who likes to take photo of people sharing secret. =D

thats all folks! i enjoyed the day with them! more will come i guess! heard that? monsters! =)

THE PROCESS OF EATING GREEN PEAS

BEFORE
EATING IN PROCESS
AFTER blogging time. i didn't know what photo to upload. so i decided to upload the process of eating the green peas. teckyong hate it the most. he named it as green hairy thing. i ate up the whole plate on my own. cool huh. whahaha=))

anyway, another slacking day for me. tmw i will be going down to town to get some stuffs and meeting up the ass-es at vivo. cool. finally, there is a meet up session. hope there will be photo to upload tmrw. nothing much alrdy. its 230am now. goosh. its a boring day.

life is of lies. tell me what is true. i have doubts in everything. guide me thru and clear my doubts. anyone?

15 . 12 . 2005. i love to take such photos for them=))

the week was fine. love thursday the most and hate today the most. thursday i went to sakae buffet with teckyong. i swear i love sushi buffet. simply nice. gossip session with him but too bad one ass is not around. anyway, hope tuesday meeting up will be a successful one.

TODAY. i got so much things to complain. firstly, i help qingdian to get his jacket. at least i am contented cos i get for him alrdy. things to complain now. the new uniform is super duper UGLY! in a nutshell, topshop will never give nice uniform! =X after wearing that i feel so uneasy, not only that. today is the 25th! ONE MORE MONTH to xmas! but! my shop is wearing xmas cap alrdy. goosh! UGLY! thats all. haha.

one of the tag made me dig out my memory. i gave it up as i didnt have tym to commit to it. i did regret during that tym. as for now, i don't know how i feel. maybe i feel happy as some of them are serving the unit. so i don't have any regrets. i hope the unit will become better and those memories will be an important and best chapter of my life. =)

when your hands are unable to carry too many stuffs, try to let them down one by one and when its tym to let go, never try to hold it back.

what do you see behind this smile? behind the smile i am torn apart.

can you see that?

i have doubts it everything and everyone.

i trust no one.

including myself.

lies that were told.

empty promises that were made.

i am numb.

lie to me if you wish.

make empty promises if you want.

on the surface i might look good, but behind that smile what will you see.

every night i will end my night with a frown.

what kind of life am i having.

more to come,more to go.

nightmares live within me.

*TAKE ME AWAY

GIRLFRIENDS. a funny photo. =D

went vivo with biling and meet up the rest at pepper lunch for dinner. dinner was okie. after that was some chit-chat session at mac. the rest went home while i went kbox with jocelyn and shijia. kaixang and serene came later. we sang till 3 and chill till 6plus. got home at 630 and went straight to bed. dead beat.

woke up for work today. its a quiet night at suntec. nothing much.

*white lies can be cruel. don ever lie.

HUI YING . and . KOBAYASHI
(both of us were so shy. =P)THE DAY; from HIGH to LOW and LOW to HIGH! =))
am in the morning shift. was supposed to meet ty and ass at town. in the end ass cant make it so we called off the meeting. called my mum to ask where is she. she was going to sakura with dad, godfather cum family and their working friends. i was like. wth. you guys are going to sakura w/o me! hahaha. mum jst kept quiet and godfather was asking who's that on the line. mum told him its was me and he asked me to cab down and he will pay for my cab fare. cool! so i cab down to tampines at $16.50. goosh. anyway, godfather give me 20 bucks for cab fare. cool=))

reach there around 8 and i saw denson and my meimei. i ate for half an hour and i stop. can't take it anymore. so went up to the super mini arcade with them. we played the very old school soccer thingy whereby the man will turn and turn and turn. its so fun! it reminds me of derek, cx, fusheng and ben. we will play that and laugh loudly together when we have break in between our meeting. =)

after that went back to sakura and rot. suddenly i notice one of the guy. he is the youngest and he look cute in real life. hahaha. i was so curious about him and i asked godfather so many question. in the end godfather brought his drink next to me and made him sit nxt to me! omg. the both of us were blushing like tomatoes! we did have some small chat. his name is kobayashi. cool. i got new friend =) the old old colleague even tear kobayashi's number out for me can. while taking photos the both of us were blushing. goosh. hahaha. among the 3 photos, this is the best =) both of us were shy. i am trying hard to smile while he is very very shy!

thats all for today.

*WHEN YOU GET TO LOSE SOMETHING, YOU WILL GET SOMETHING BACK IN RETURN.

MR SUNSHINE. THE MAN. but he didn't make it last night. final score arsenal 3, liverpool 0.

hmmm. monday blues? not really. went down to tampines mall to get the remote change. went down to bugis to get some stuff. the last stop was sun tec. alicia told my mum all the nonsense man. goosh. anyway, my mum allows me to go go hk with her. no doubts. i was over the moon. still, i don't dare to put in high hope. lets cross our finger and pray that sham will give us leave. mean TY is hoping that i wun get my leave. MEAN ASS! anyway, sham ask me to work 6 days like the past. i guess he got not enough stuffs. so i agree to it. i need money. haa =P

afternoon shift tmrw. so dead! tym to say GOODNIGHT! =)

* TAKE ME AWAY.

no photos to post. jst feel like blogging but i dono what to say. i am jst bored. nobody is online. the usual ppl that i tok to are all offline. what a lonely and boring night. finally tmrw i am off! yes. tmrw and tuesday. i guess i will jst slack all the way again.

watson is selling pooh and friends. they look cute la. hahaha. one ass and one ty say going to catch my husband pooh for me but till today we haven even go out and chill together. hahaha. lousy. lets cross our finger and pray that we will meet this wednesday whereby ass wun forget about it and ty wun put me aeroplane.

friday i will be meeting up with my girlfriends for dinner at pepper lunch. cool. also pray that they wun forget. hahaha.

as for shijia and jocelyn; tue i can but shijia cannot. we shall see!

right now. arsenal scored one alrdy. ooh man. what is my man gerrard is doing. hahaha. but am not watching it as my cable is in my mum room. so boring!

*Don't go for looks it can deceive; don't go for wealth - even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile coz' only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.

SO GO FOR MR SUNSHINE. MR SUNSHINE GOES WELL WITH MS SUNSHINE LIKE ME. whahahah =P

HUIYING =))
best news of the week: NO RE-ASSESSMENT FOR US! cool! holiday is here. but my holiday seems to be boring. i am looking forward to next month. xmas is coming and i really wan to go oversea! hahahaha. this year must buy quite a number of present i guess. hahaha. one year is gone. time flies. anyway. i saw watson selling pooh and friends. its so nice. goosh. hahaha. anyway, tym for bed. GOODNIGHT!

* YESTERDAY IS THE HISTORY; TODAY IS THE PRESENT AND TMRW WILL BE A GIFT =)

no photos. i'm bored. yes. i am having holiday now but i am bored! working and slacking at home is simply boring. everybody is schooling whereby i am having holiday. tmrw am in the afternoon shift. sucky shift. was in the morning shift today. how good can it be whereby i reached home at 830pm! i came home straight after work. no life at all. i waited for my holiday like shit but i am complaining now. so confused. i don feel like working anymore. i dono why. hais. 1 more month to go and it mark my one year of working life in topshop. time flies.

rmb i typed down a list of things that i wanted to buy on the 24 sept, i bought 4 out of 6! haa. goosh. my nike shoe, havaianas flip flop, belt from polo and vcd! woah. cool. i watched finish the show alrdy. its not a bad show. =)

i hope O level exam will be over soon. so that i can meet derek!
this friday there will be briefing for post assessment and re-assessment. i hope i wun kenna re-assessement. most prob i will. pray hard for me!

i want to meet GIRLFRIENDS for window shopping or dinner at pepper lunch. SHIJIA and JOCELYN for kbox, sushi buffet and dinner at pepper lunch also. TEH TECKYONG and CHAN JUN HON for some slacking session or window shopping. ALICIA ISABEL (though i see her during work tym) i wan to meet her for a day of shopping! DEREK AND for some chit-chat cum catch up session!

*IF YOU FEEL IT IN YOUR HEART AND YOU UNDERSTAND STOP BY WHERE YOU ARE EVERYBODY SING ALONG WITH ME.

LOVEs=) i love his voice.
i got a call from school saying about assessment stuff. post assessment briefing at 5pm and re-assessment briefing as 6pm. what a great tym. darn. i guess i have to re-do. ass.

i got plan for tmrw. wanted to go vivo city cos i am off but sham ask me to work as suhaila is am mc. fine. shall go and earn some money for myself. actually today they ask me to go down. they cant get me so they got ruz down instead of me. hahaha. the reason they cant get me is bcos i off my phone and i wake up at 1? whahahah. my way; my style. =))


my nick:
HUIYING-left with nothing
her reply:
((: ` sJia-* Ich liebe meine Mädchen-
IF YOURE LEFT WITH NOTHING DEN IM NOTHING

she knows me well =) simple love sJia! hahaha.

pampered child.

* MY MOVIE IS NOT AS INTERESTING AS THE PAST ANYMORE.

A RAY OF LIGHT. LEADING ME TO NO WHERE.

i guess my two months plan will be gone. i ate pizza during my break, drank starbuck after work. goosh. but i didnt spend a single cent at all! hahahaha. tats the best. pizza was bought by alicia's nice boyfriend while martin and friend treated me, ruz and deedat drinks. cool=) but, i got myself a nike shoe. my pocket is having a hole now. i better save up before january comes. yeah.

*ONCE ITS GONE, IT WILL BE GONE FOREVER. NOTHING LAST FOREVER AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ANYMORE.

GOAL. whats my goal?

i was bothered over some stuffs yesterday. was station at the entrance and i started to stare into space. lots of pictures and things were flowing into my mind. i don't know why. ask me not to think about it, i just cant stop myself from thinking as i was having too much tym at the entrance. dumb. wad did i do to deserve such thing. its so unfair. f*ck.

today is such a nice day. slack thru out the whole day. what i did was watch tv and sleep. goosh. its super duper slack. had dinner near parkway parade. the dinner was okie. but the feeling of having dinner with the whole family is great. =) fortunate to have such family. even my aunt also say i am pampered child. am i? hahahaha. i don't think so. ooopss

*The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.

i guess all the trust and believes are gone now..

WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND.

yes. everything might happens for a reason. i strongly believe that. the things that you said i cant take it. as i wasn't the girl that you had mention. i didn't know how to react and what to do. no matter what i did i just keep quiet. behind the stage did you get to see what i did for you? no! not at all! all you saw was just the surface. things that i did. did you say anything? not at all. all the good ones i did, did you mention it before? i guess no. i put in effort to plan something for you. but in the end i guess you still prefer the others. you said i got new friends and i put you aside. i dare to say i never. no matter how busy i was i try to text you and call you. you may say all this are bullshit. but its not. whenever you are down i will be there, but on the other hand, when i am down will you be there? so be it? do bother? i don't know. let nature take its course. i took the initiative. how about you.

*BEHIND THE SMILE WHAT DO YOU SEE.
INSIDE MY HEART ITS TEARING. DO YOU KNOW?

-THE END-

ITS 840AM NOW.
I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL SINCE YESTERDAY.
GOOSH. I MANAGE TO PRODUCE THINGS THAT THEY WANT.
HOPE THAT IT WILL BE FINE.
AFTER 5PM I WILL BE FREE UNLESS MY THINGS CANT MAKE IT, I MUST DO ANOTHER WEEK. =X
AM SUPER SHAG NOW.
I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP.
COS I WILL OVERSLEPT FOR SURE.
AFTER THE WHOLE THING I SHALL COME HOME AND SLEEP!

TO GIRLFRIENDS: I WILL BE FREE AFTER TODAY! WE CAN MEET UP MORE.
TO SJIA AND JOCELYN: WE CAN GO KBOX TO SING ALRDY! HAHAHA=))
TO THE ASS CLUB: WE WUN BE GOING TO SCHOOL FOR TWO LONG MONTHS. NO MORE ASIGNMENT. I GUESS YOU GUYS WILL HAVE YOUR PARTY AND CLUBBING AS USUAL. WHAHAHAHA. BUT DO MEET UP DURING THAT TWO MONTHS. COS I WILL MISS THE DUMBNESS OF YOU ALL. HAHAHAH=D
TO TSSC 0496: WILL BE WORKING NORMAL SHIFT FOR 4 DAYS. YEAH. BUT THE PAY WILL BE LITTLE. DAMN. HAHAHA. IT WILL BE FUN BUT ALSO HELL FOR US AS SALE PERIOD IS COMING. GOING TO GO OFF. BYEE.

FREEDOM. HERE I COME!!!!! =)) LONG AWAITING MOMENT.

GRANDMA AND ME.

darn. grandma was admitted to hospital this morning due to water inside her lung. so far, my aunt say she is fine alrdy. pray hard that she will feel better. going down to visit her later. she was admitted there one month ago and now she is back there again. its painful to see her becoming thinner each day. it hurts to see her trying to say that she's okie or fine whereby she look sick. hate to see her with all the tube poking into her hand. life is so cruel.

anyway, i'm done with my A2 painting but is fugly. yeah. one down. more to go.

-GONE-
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PART II
its 2:47 am now. going to bed after this. visited my grandma just now. she looked weak. she was shivering when she was taking her medicine. it hurts when i saw that scene. she was trying hard to smile but i can see that she's in pain. she even say that my hair is purple and it look nice. seriously speaking i hope she will be fine. this tym round i feel more worried than usual. i hope it will be over soon.

-GONE-

*LIFE IS CRUEL. CHERISH YOUR LOVED ONES BEFORE THEY'RE GONE.

SHAYNE WARD. he's hot. ALL MY LIFE is nice=))

god. my assignment is not processing. deadmeat. going to highlight my hair later. hope things will turn out right. fuck tup. so many things to be completed.

-GONE-

*EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
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more things to add on. second post of the day. its 2 am now. i painted half of my A2 drawing but its damn ugly. loads of thing are still waiting for me. goosh. save me! anyone? insufficient sleep. please tell me 31st will be over soon. please. going crazy soon.

-GONE-

ALONE IN THE RAIN. WISH YOU WERE HERE...
i guess you'll never be here for me.

dead. 0% of my assignment is done. instead of thinking so much. i shall concentrate on my assignment.

GONE-

*wanna to say a big thank you to sJia for helping me with my blog. nice to see that post. =)

yoyo. SHIJIA IN THE HOUSE

hellooo.
Dear Everyone,
I'm helping my dearie here to edit the template.
If you wanna be linked up,
please do leave a tag with ur name and URL.
will link u up shortly. :)
thanks!

love,
`sJia-*

p/s: DEARIE, REMEMBER TO SMILE.

BEHING THE SMILE WAD WILL YOU SEE? TEARS OR THE REAL SMILE?

i thought i will end my night will a perfect smile. in fact, i end it off with hot tears rolling down my cheeks. but thanx sJia and terence for that hour of chat. simply appreciate it. =)

my nick: HUIYING-will i get to see rainbow after rainy days?

terence's reply: u won't c rainbow after rainy days cos the whole sky will open up and u will c puffy clouds puffy their way to u =)

i used to get reply for that nick. he was one of the few who said this to me.

time to say GOODNIGHT.

i love this photo=)

where are they heading to...

screw that machine! cheater! i tot we could bring patrick and pooh home but we end up spending 10bucks getting NOTHING! D&D was yesterday. i tot topshop/topman performance will win but in the end fox won. goosh. nothing much. there wun be school from tmrw onwards till 31st OCT! but my days will be filled with all the all the work! give me break please.

GOODBYE!

14.10.2005




those were the days..
goosh. one year is gone. last year i was attending graduation ceremony. now, i am suffering like shit. wad a life. i feel so wrong tonight. get a life. kcuf!

a ray of light. will it guide me to somewhere where i belong?

omg. can you see the building. the haze is getting worse!

tym to blog. seriously speaking. i hate external. of bcos of tat lecturer. nth much.

the bus journey to parkway and back to sun tec was fun. cos i was with mr butt. he is funny la. haa. someone farted on the bus. so smelly! haa. had fun with rid at the library. i want everything back! nothing much. work was fun with tat crazy sham and deedat. cool. haa. time for bed. tmrw will be in the morning.

i told sham i want off during dec or jan! den he say must see first. cos it will be end season sale. so i told him maybe during that tym i tender alrdy but you know wad he say to me. tats no way you wun be here. i don wan you to miss us. haa. he's hinting tat i cant quit. somemore he ask me be full timer and i gave me a BIG BIG NO! haa. den he say not now la. after i finish school. we shall see.

quite a number of ppl ask me why i am still wrking at topshop whereby the pay is quite low. pay its not the main thing. the main concern is the enviroment and the ppl. they made me learn of lots of new thing and made me see wad the real world is like. ya. maybe i tot of tendering due to tireness. but i shall endure! =D

not going to my dearie shijia bbq=( cos i got tons of hmwrk waiting for me. darn. tym for bed. goodnight ppl!

huiying adore mygirlfriends,alicia,shijia,butt,pi gu and rid. maybe my dearesr tssc 0496. haa.

the new slipper

my slippers!

thats life!

life is still the same. i am so tired. so many thing to be complete. goosh. working and schooling totally sucks. am going to have a good rest. how i wish that i don need to get up from my sleep.

tmrw i am seeing my butt and pi gu alrdy. woah. their foto is up there. i guess they will skin me. haa. lunch at paragoon. its so pathetic. only the three of us know. haa.

anyway, ytd kbox was fun! woahh.. haa. after tat i reach home i went out again for mahjong. omg. play till this morning 8am. feel like dying now. tym for bed. goodnight ppl. am meeting the two awesome at 12 tmrw! =)

the ice cream incident make me wan to blog! haa.we had our external class at the merlion. after tat, we bought ice cream so that we can eat it while walking. but. know wad, while walking half way i stop butt and pi gu! i was in a mess la. eating the ice cream with one hand somemore the other hand i have to carry a2 pad. in the end i jst stop and sit down and say. we shall stop and finish our ice cream first. haa. indeed we really STOP and EAT! haa=D i dono why whenever i eat ice cream i will be in a mess. this is not the first tym la. haa.

i got comment like i eat ice cream like a kid. if pi gu say tat la. butt worst sia. he saying bringing you out machiam bring my little sister out. =P thx to pi gu. he say i look like teddy bear la. yeah. tats all! anyway, sth to say. we are close friend since the start. so you will always be my close friend. thats my thinking. nobody can change it. =)

anyway, tmrw will be packed like shit la. 730am wake up. prepare and get my ass out of my house for morning class. finish class at 12pm. maybe lunch? i hope they will wan to go for lunch! haa. if nt i shall go roam ard alone. 130pm meet sham at somerset to get flip flop. 2pm at bugis. meeting topshop ppl to see clothes for d&d. start wrk at 4. end wrk at 2. slp at 3plus. what a nice day.

TIME FOR BED!

here to blog. i slack the whole day. i just watch vcd thru out the day. i simply love that show. i cant do work at home. simply too lazy. im a lazy person. i read thru my blog. i kinda miss those days. girlfriends. gathering please. i miss you girls..

somethings about me. important people of my life and people whom i miss.

GIRLFRIENDS:
geraldine,biling,xiaoyuan and bernice. they accompany me thru out the four years. those days were the most funny and simple days=) i love it!

NPCC:
joey. buddy. haa. nothing more to describe.

sJia and jocelyn. i didnt expect that i will be so close with them. sJia is a very nice dearie. haa. a sweet girl to me. she is like a motivator to me. jocelyn. whenever my nick is down she will be the one asking me. whenever bai fen bai got jay she will text me. they are nice.

derek ang. someone who i really appreciate! someone who will carry my heavy stuff every friday. cheer me up whenever im down. simply adore this friend! =)

WORKPLACE
alicia. the best sister i ever have. someone who care and treat me as a younger sister. though sometimes we will quarrel. i guess we will cherish our time together during work or shopping spree.

LASALLE-SIA
i used to have a group of clique which is the most funky group in class. i tot the clique will last. they make me feel so motivated to go to school. but now. i guess i am left with nothing. but i simply cherish the time i have with that three awesome. aaron, rid and terence. no matter what. to me, the clique is still there la. it will not be dead. i hope it will be alive soon. but its jst a naive thinking. aaron, rid and terence brighten up my days in school!

i hate the processing of growing up. its so painful and torturing. but we still must learn how to be mature and think well. i hope my mind is processing well. GOODNIGHT and not GOODBYE!

here to blog. i slack the whole day. i just watch vcd thru out the day. i simply love that show. i cant do work at home. simply too lazy. im a lazy person. i read thru my blog. i kinda miss those days. girlfriends. gathering please. i miss you girls..

somethings about me. important people of my life and people whom i miss.

GIRLFRIENDS:
geraldine,biling,xiaoyuan and bernice. they accompany me thru out the four years. those days were the most funny and simple days=) i love it!

NPCC:
joey. buddy. haa. nothing more to describe.

sJia and jocelyn. i didnt expect that i will be so close with them. sJia is a very nice dearie. haa. a sweet girl to me. she is like a motivator to me. jocelyn. whenever my nick is down she will be the one asking me. whenever bai fen bai got jay she will text me. they are nice.

derek ang. someone who i really appreciate! someone who will carry my heavy stuff every friday. cheer me up whenever im down. simply adore this friend! =)

WORKPLACE
alicia. the best sister i ever have. someone who care and treat me as a younger sister. though sometimes we will quarrel. i guess we will cherish our time together during work or shopping spree.

LASALLE-SIA
i used to have a group of clique which is the most funky group in class. i tot the clique will last. they make me feel so motivated to go to school. but now. i guess i am left with nothing. but i simply cherish the time i have with that three awesome. aaron, rid and terence. no matter what. to me, the clique is still there la. it will not be dead. i hope it will be alive soon. but its jst a naive thinking. aaron, rid and terence brighten up my days in school!

i hate the processing of growing up. its so painful and torturing. but we still must learn how to be mature and think well. i hope my mind is processing well. GOODNIGHT and not GOODBYE!

WOAH. blogging! lets say about yesterday.

YESTERDAY.MONDAY
monday blues. got up at 930 for school. meet up with buttock and teck yong for class. after that went straight home. wad a day. so boring! haa. came home watch half of disc 1 and i went to sleep. anyway, buttock brought the disc for me! so ncie of him. haa. * i know buttock seems to be funny but he called me ass so i shall call him that! haa. while i was sleepimh mum came into my rm and say grandma was admitted to hospital. i straight away jump up! went down to hospital and wait till 9plus and i came home. yupp.

TODAY
woke up early for class. am really tired. totally drained out. after 3D was ppd. went to put all my things at shop first and after that went to visit my grandma and went back to work. grandma look better now. glad to see that. guess i will visit her again tmrw after school. yup. lucky tmrw there isn't morning class but there will be make up lesson. bored..

anyway, am looking forward to kbox session with my sJia dearie and jocelyn! haa. anybody free? movie please! jackie chan that movie and stay alive! goosh! haa.

going to watch bai fen bai alrdy. cos got JAY! haa.

i dont care what you might think about me..

blogging tym! ooh my ooh my. i realised sth this afternoon when i was on my way to work. my shoe got a big big hole! its so big la! goosh. 5 months only and its spoilt! damn. i want to get so many things la!

here comes the list:
1)nike shoe!
2)my havaianas flip flop!
3)belt from polo jeans.
4)VCDs from one of the ass! haa. you know who you are=D
5)mp3 please! mine is spoilt!
6)new phone? haa. i am tired of flip phone. must flip and flip and it make me feel so irritated!=X

btw, i forget to blog about sth! ytd we went jalan jalan rite. we went to zara. they asked me to try the golden dress. omg! it was nice! haa. tat was wad they commented too. but.. the price was nicer than tat dress la. TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTHEEN dollars! ooh man. haa.

still got one more thing. mr chan say he is going to buy me the cinderalla glass shoe at esplanade for my xmas or birthday gift? whahahaha! its so nice. cinderalla was my favorite princess when i was young. haa.

tym for bed!

i guess its tym for me to blog. the blog is getting rusty. i don have any foto to upload! cos i wanted to use photoshop to edit but my photoshop expired! too bad.

ooh. i simply love my saturday night. for the past few saturday its simply rox! last last saturday the group:me,alicia,ruz and sham. went to msq andersen for the chocolate dipping session. woah. so nice la. haa. they were laughing at me thru out the session! the way i eat was like a kid and fantasizing. whahhaha.

last sat. we went down to town to accompany sham to buy his stuff and chilling out at starbuck. again the word is out. fatansizing. haa. i am the laughing stock again. forever!

today! sat again. the same grp. haa. the saturday gang. went down to town to jalan jalan. after that was pizza at center point pizza hut. woah. it had been such a long tym since i ate pizza. cool! haa. forever i am the laughing stock. laugh and laugh at me only. i really enjoy those saturday. i guess nxt week no more alrdy. =(

anyway, on fri which is ytd. we had external at esplanade. i saw juz b. their vocal is so nice la. omg. second guy frm the left look so cute. omg.

no matter what i say or how i persuade the result is still zero. i guess i a lousy friend who cant do anything. i don feel like going sch anymore. sch wun be as interesting as the past. the taste will be blend and boring. what a nice road to walk thru. some friends whom i care alot but they jst give simple replx. i guess i am jst a spare typre ya. its over. its gone. it will never be the same. i miss those navie and stress free days.

friends are drifting apart. are you one of them? if you are, do tell me. give me some tym to accept the fact. so that i can get a life out there to learn how to be an independent girl. or shld i say a loner? i feel so tired to walk down such a rocky path. anyone can help? nah. i guess no one. tym to go. bye.

something i want! a RED nike air
taken by: ME!!! i simply love this photo. its nice. i guess rid like tat too. haa. =))

back to blog. my blog is rusty and its rotting. summary of this week! it will be a long entry!

TUE: work in the morning. after that was home sweet home. i was sick! imagine i cant eat my favourite stingray. damn. i had fever and stomachache.

WED: i give school a miss. cos the doc ask me to have a rest. rest and did nothing!

THUR: did my 3D slicing project. finally its done. 1 down 2 to go!

FRI: early in the morning i got msg from mr aaron saying i am pig la. cos i wake up at 11 plus. he try to call but my fone is off! now they know whenever my fone is off it means im slping! haa=D. external class. i was so noisy la. create so much joke. laugh and laugh.

SAT: morning shift. im the joke of the day again. darn. it was my first tym seeing sham laughing in a super kua zhang manner. haa. after tat chill out with them at town.

TODAY: morning shift. town again. nothing much. tym to do my stuff. 2 more 3Dproject, paint my 2D. so many things to be done! im far behind tym!

in a nutshell..haa. machiam writing compo. my week is full of nonsense. haa. anyway, i know grumbling is not good but still. i wan to grumble! IMF is held at sun tec. to me is very troublesome. firstly, i cant go thru citylink! i have to walk under hot sun. not only that, i have to walk a longer route! secondly, they don allow us to use the toilet! omg. i must walk 5 min in order to reach the nearest toilet! 5MINS to the NEAREST toilet. damn. haa. enough of imf. second thing the jelly bean i bought is not nice la. haix. i tot it will be very nice so that it can accompany me thru the nite while i do my stuff.

tym to say goodbye. finally i get my blog updated! anyway, i like jay's lastest album. still fantasy. i find it nice and some song different from his previous album. cheers. i guess there is sth wrong with my stomach.

GOODNIGHT!